I think she is falling for him. And it’s killing me.
Puffy eyes for days. Can I please just stop being emotional? My head hurts so bad. Ashdkglhvnz whyy
Oh gahd. Who am i kidding? I’m hurting so bad right now. I just need to get this essay over with so I can go cry in the shower and then cry myself to sleep.
RULES: ask my dads permission. make it a complete surprise. get somebody to catch it on camera. let my best friend help with the ring.
This will never stop being perfect.
I just don’t get it. I’m not a bad daughter. School is my first priority. It wasn’t my ex-boyfriend (which they hate) like they assumed. When I finally let loose on spring break, they find out and want to cut me off. They tell me to move in with him cause “he’s all I care about now”. Geez. There are kids that do worse things.
He’s right. My parents have kept me from being a teenager. They tried so hard to not let me make mistakes and keep me safe. Made me feel guilty whenever I wanted to just hang out with friends. They would tell me to enjoy being a teen while I can. When I do, I disappoint them and get put on a tighter chain. Now, it’s too late. I’m considered an adult and I have to grow up. They don’t want to worry about me anymore so they’re setting me free to take care of myself.
I get why my parents do what they do. They love me and just want me to be safe. But it can be suffocating. I think this is what makes teens rebel. They finally get that taste of freedom and it becomes addicting. I can honestly say that it’s true. It’s one of the best feelings in the world.
Don’t stop chasing.
I think that one of the biggest reason why relationships do not work out in the long run is because at one point, one side (or both) stops trying. Before one claims another person as their significant other, they would do anything to make that person happy. They would chase, they would flirt, they would be charming. They would send daily morning and goodnight texts every time you wake up or go to sleep. They would write corny messages and pick up lines just to make sure that there is a smile upon your face. But once they claim you as theirs, all of those things eventually stop. The 5 page texts slowly turn into 1. The constant calls turn into not calling at all. And the lovely endearments turn into daily arguments. In order for a relationship to work, don’t ever stop chasing. Just because the person you want is now consider “yours”, it does not mean they deserve anything less than the time when you’re trying to win them over.